I am bored, to the core of my being. I feel alone cos I have no one to talk to. I cant go out and visit any place cos the damn weather is fucked up most of the time or when it is better i am fucked up cos of a hangover.
Sitting alone in a house in a strange land where the people you talk to, ur friends are really just people u HAVE to hang out with. Colleagues. Not friends. Friends are far away in distant lands spread wide across the globe. it s stupid to think or hope for your family and friends to be there to talk to when I need them cos of the damn time difference. and moreover everyone has a life of their own and watever time is spent for me is far more than they actually can.
Now I realise what solitary confinement feels like and I fear by the time I go back to India I might no longer be the person my family and friends said "Goodbye. Come back soon." to a few months ago.
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